Not saying everyone has the same symptoms, but I will post some e-cards borderlines will probably understand. The struggle behind these is real and unrelenting, but I also believe we have to learn to laugh at ourselves. So here goes:
Have you ever had one of those phases where you just want to be invisible while terribly afraid you will not be visible?
Or the feeling that although you have friends, you have to suffer in silence?
Or started doubting if they are your friends at all?
Or have you consciously taught yourself not to go with the spikes of idealization when you meet someone new because they were gonna hurt you or leave at one point anyway?
Or have you ever had to convince yourself that you are actually you, alive, breathing and feeling? That you are not in a dream?
If you’re like me, you probably have suicidal thoughts and feelings every day… And maybe you do the same as I do and binge eat sweets.
Have you ever refrained from a dinner at someone’s house in the last moment because you did not feel ready to meet people and act normal or you felt you’d be a burden and the invitation was just a formality?
Maybe it has taken a toll on your relationships 😦
It is one of the saddest things to have to listen to an advice from someone who does not understand what’s going on…
Sometimes I feel like my therapist has known it for long that I cannot be saved or helped but she will not admit because how would that look.
Sometimes I see my disorder in everything.
I hoped you enjoyed these cards, and maybe now you can make some of your own and share it with me. 🙂 Also, I think you are awesome, you kick ass and just keep trying! That’s what I’m doing.